He evidently got the novitiate up there to invite Dorothy and myself
to the novitiate for a talk one evening, and so we both arrived there
and that’s where I met her personally. I had known about her and read
about her because in my younger days as a nurse I had worked with the
Catholic Worker in Baltimore when it first started. I volunteered there
for a short time while I was doing my studies at Mercy Hospital.
So I
knew about Dorothy and read about her and admired her very much. When
she came to Loyola in Baltimore to speak [in 1966], I invited her to
Joseph House and she came. But my first meeting with her was at
Wernersville.
I admired her ability to live completely with the poor, and to share
with them absolutely anything and everything she had. She never kept
anything for herself alone. She was the poorest person I think I’ve
ever met.
She was also the most selfless person, and I really admired that
tremendously. She was so detached. A very detached person, except from
her opinions, which she had a right to stand up for. But she was
extremely detached. And very humble. But she did have a temper. I saw
her one night put a priest in his place because he was speaking against
the teachings of the Church. She really put him right where he belonged.
She could handle any argument, and any person. But as I said, she was
simply, totally unattached to herself.
She was a woman of principle. Never did she come first, she was
always last in whatever God’s cause was. So that’s why I admired
her. I certainly don’t have her virtues, but I admire them.
So she gave us a talk that night in one of the classrooms. We had a
classroom upstairs. And she went to Mass. And when it was over, I put
her in one of the back bedrooms where it would be quiet. All my things
were very poor, and the room had a little poor rocking chair with no
arms on it. And so I went back to see if she wanted anything before she
retired. She was sitting in the little rocking chair in her night gown,
rocking back and forth, and reading the prayers of the Mass for the next
morning and preparing for that.
She really was a very holy person. Extremely holy, very prayerful,
and just. Justice was a big thing with her. And justice was a big thing
with me, and I think that’s another reason I liked her so much. I didn’t
fear poverty as much as I feared injustice for the poor.
I always felt that people who work with the poor should live poor. To
work for the poor and try to get them justice, and yet to live on
injustice yourself, is not a very good example. I felt that we should
not have jobs that were in companies that did not have justice for their
workers.
I have always been more devoted to justice than I have been to
poverty. I’m not afraid of poverty. I understand that it can be
deadly. I understand that it can cripple children’s minds by not
having enough money for them to go to school, or the fact that they grow
up with poor and ignorant parents who don’t care about them, or don’t
know enough to care about them. That’s all a big handicap, but
it’s not nearly as deadly as injustice is.
I have always wanted to overcome injustice wherever I have seen it,
more so than to overcome material poverty. It’s the same way with the
treatment of children by their parents. There can be rich children who
suffer just as much injustice as poor children, because many rich
children are ignored and abandoned by their parents because they don’t
want to spend their time on their kids.
So the rich kids, outside the
fact they don’t suffer from hunger or not being able to go to school,
some of them are not much better off than the poor kids are. What we
need is justice for children.
Any cause for justice. The same way with justice for animals. I mean,
I’m just a justice person. I need justice. For whoever, whatever it
is.
The most important thing about justice with me is that God is
just, and so it’s one of His attributes that we try to imitate. And as
we have seen in our Holy Father, as he said, you can’t have peace
without justice. You can’t have peace. Injustice is the cause of every
war we’ve ever had. They may have thought of it in another light, but
when you get down to analyze any cause of any war, it’s injustice. So
if you’re going to have peace, you’ve got to have justice.
And you can never find justice where you find greed. Injustice is
related to so many different lacks of virtue, so if you fight for
justice itself you will get all the other virtues. That’s another
thing that I feel. And St. Joseph, who is certainly the greatest saint
outside the Blessed Mother and Christ Himself, is described as a just
man. So if he’s a just man he’s got all the virtues.
There are so many injustices in life that bother me to death. It
turns me into a warrior. [laughter] It really does, it turns me into a
warrior. When I see injustice I become angry, and I would defend anyone
with my life to get an injustice righted.
God keeps us going. And He’ll show the way, as He’s always done.
He doesn’t publish and He doesn’t use computers, He doesn’t do all
those things. You have to keep your eyes peeled for whatever He’s
telling you. And your ears open. Because He doesn’t tell you as the
world would tell you.